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Track Name: Feelin' Good.
Intro

Still drowsy, I give her back my cup
Ice cubes... the size of my lump
Feel my heart thump, watch that ass walk
Mum interrupts, she wants to talk
"Pray we land safe plus W**** needs to wake."
Shut my eyes tight, Pilot speaks the date-
I mean the weather, 'Lord let my life be better
Keep me safe, as I escape my house's fetters
Jesus please, let us land in one piece
And I beg and I plead, I see no tears from my sis X 3
Amen

Intercom: Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome to Daytona Beach where...

Chorus
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life...
For me...and I'm Feelin'
Good

Verse 1
It's humid here, so when I take a breath
I feel unsatisfied as I take a step
Outside the airport, sea breeze flows from the west
Palm trees by Hellstrom, swinging like they be possessed
Hotel bus parked, Driver doesn't look sharp...
Sniffing the nicotine, we get inside the car
He smiles with smoke-stained teeth;
'So where y'all from?'
'Oh, NEW JERSEY! That's where I lived with my son!'
'Welcome to Daytona, I hope you like your school
'Don't study too hard, remember there's an outdoor pool! (haha)'
So as we leave his cab, we tip him six more bucks
He turns around and wishes me the best of luck
Luck? Who needs luck when you've got everything going for you just like I do?!

Chorus

Verse 2
In a shirt too big, I rushed out the door
Rubbing my cheeks, Ma said I should have shaved before
But no dice unlike this cold slice, I'm not leaving raw
Shaken to the core, last thing I need is a face feeling sore
9:30 on Orientation Day and I'm already late
Get to the ground floor, can't find my taxi; this is so great
Freakin' spectacular, I find the driver with a plate
Sneakin in the hotel food, chowing down while I wait
These Daytona Taxi Drivers are like Godiva chocolate wrappers
Glossy ass surface but really just a bunch of crappers
UNH!

Bridge
Now please, take me to the IC
Where I sure do hope the other kids like me
It's quite likely but let it be not for my white teeth
Ghost busters shirt, cool hair or my nice sneaks
Let them like me for me!
Oh yes, everyone's so friendly and free!
I am where I am, where I want to be!
The Sun in the East, the West is the Sea
Might not enjoy this heat but rest assured, I'll live with it!

Chorus 2

And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Aw yeah
Aw yeah
OH YEAH!
FOR ME!!!

Verse 3
Wood with three 2s, a room never looked so lonely...
With a window overlooking the school, yet it all seems so phony...
Bravery fakin', she tells me she'll make it
Back to Jersey, without letting naked
Drops of Protein fall from her face:
TEARS, she's fifteen, I hope she'll behave...
I hope I'LL behave
Hope I won't misplace
The trust of my parents in this quest to be the greatest
Music and Words, my ones and only...
But now is not the time to tell that story...

SO!

Bridge

Ending Chorus
Stars when you shine!
You know how I feel!
Scent of the pine!
You know how I feel!
Ohh FREEDOM IS MINE!
And I know how I feel...
It's a new dawn...
It's a new day...
It's a new life...

It's a new dawn...
It's a new day...
It's a new life...

It's a new DAWN!
It's a new DAY!
It's a new LIFE!
It's a new LIFE!
For MEEEE!

And I'm FEELING good...

I'm feeling good
I feel so good
I feel so good...
Track Name: SeaSpray
"I'm Scott Pelle with an update on Hurricane Irene, as it closes-"

Verse 1

I always really liked the real exotic girls
Honeys with the perfect eyes, a perfect disguise
The type of girl who could fuck a real nigga up
With promises of a better world but never replies
Lately it's like I fall in love with that lampooned lie
Swear she's the truth, like apple pie
Swear in her shoes, I'd walk a mile
Reach for the skies, I really dig her smile
Tryin' not to be as pessimistic as before
But as these waves crash and fall, I'm yet to be proven wrong
I sit here on a beach chair and spit this song
As around people still hear and listen to my thoughts
Always hot in Daytona but today we're at the beach
Rockin' short sleeves as we feel the breeze
A lovely release, staring at the sea
Oh, how surreal life can be
With my hat tilted to the side, I squint with one of my eyes X 4
Not Piggy, I'm more Ralph: fuck the Lord of the Flies

Bridge

The beach is a place
To relax and drift away
The beach...seaspray...
They are beautiful things
Sometimes, I sing and hum at the beauty
Of the waves...seaspray...it's a beautiful place
The beach is a place to relax and drift away
The sea, SEASPRAY
They are beau-ti-ful things

Verse 2

'Sup baby girl
I was wondering if you'd kick it with a dude like me?
We'd be a match made in heaven cause you're too unique
I'm a writer, I even rap, I could spit you a hot bar
Cause even if I was a constellation; you would be my star
I hope you get more than the gist of what I mean
I never seem to fall for the girls who like to read
But maybe you're different, maybe you're the one-
But forget all that, let's have some fun
Let our toes curl up in the sand, let's play in the sun... X 4
I just want you to look back without a hint of remorse


Yeah I'm gonna talk to her now...I mean...what's the worst that could happen?
Track Name: God of Rap
"All you care about is money. This town deserves a better class of criminal...and I'm going to give it to 'em."

Verse 1

Okay now, watch HelioS go
The god could save Ramadan without killing the goat
For the sons of guns who would steal the flow
He leaves them on the rag bleeding semen in bowls
So they’ll be male bitches who be on their flow
Obtaining sex switches to be sack-less hoes
Guitar kicks in as they slurp on their drinks
Till Sol InvictuS comes through, stomping on minks
And as they lay there whimpering, their ears start to bleed
Cause the animals stuck to their skin, they started to weep
Good riddance to bad seeds, their death was divined
Through their laggy ass lines, hacky sacky rhymes
Ran them rhymes ragged, muscling on my glow
Now they try to jog their memory cause I'm running the show
Hol' up, this ain't over: I've still got more to go!
Now if Life's a bitch, she must feel real amused
By these losers who claim to abuse her thinking the line is cool
Now, HelioS will rip shit to remind you tools
That giving into cliches is everything but cool

Chorus

[I see!] Pussies
[I see!]
Pussies
[I see!] Pussies

Verse 2

It took me all day to find this inspiration
To turn niggas inside out and call it innovation
And with that being said, keep that J. Cole in your head
While I load up the lead, cock it to explode on these dregs
With more originality out my ass, I'll make these present rappers past
Dismember half and leave the rest in casts...
And for the rest of those fucktards
This relaxing flow will buck hard
Better duck fast as my rhymes prepare to leave you in the junkyard
Better haul ass as I rip this beat
Disgracing dicks from my silky sheets
From lean rappers who can't stay on beat
To weed rappers who aren't worth my spit
Faded ass naggers, I'll watch you wear your ass out
'Fore I come through with the chariot to MOW YOUR ASS DOWN

Chorus

Verse 3

Call me Phoebus; I shine! Watch my light blind your eyes
Exposing your disguise, watch me stop your rise
It's a new age, a new day... The Reign of the Sun!
They thought I was joking when I said M.L.T was reborn
Oh, and for those eighties babies who say they be bored of rap
Tell them to re-introduce themselves, cause the god is back!

Chorus

"EVERYTHING BURNS! It's not about money...it's about sending a message."
Track Name: Day '2' Night.
Verse 1
You wiped the spit, with your hands off your face
As you shake cause the clock reads ten minutes late
On your first test, physics nonetheless
Dragging your brush through your teeth, staring at those stress-
Filled eyelids, check out that mileage
You studied till 3 in the morning for that high grade
As for that bloody iris, your shades should keep it quiet
No time for shower hour partner, you better bike it!
But you don't have a bike, you never thought you would
Be so far from school you'd ever need that tool
So now you're running, slower than you should
Or could, phone buzzing, Mama knows it too

Bridge

And they keep asking me where my head really is
'What's the problem? Is it common? Take a sip of this'
Blah blah blah bleez bleez, just like a pack of bees
Swear to God, when y'all talk, you sound just like this:

Chorus

(lalalalalalala)
WHERE YO HEAD AT?! WHERE YO- WHERE YO HEAD AT?!!!

Verse 2

Took the test, after class instead
E took a look at you, decided it was for the best
Thinkin' you did well, or at least average!
Homework grades is As but a fail could turn it to garbage
But you shrug it off, fuck the course, the sun's in the sky
Birds sing, trees swing, Seaspray's here; just say hi
But you don't cause you can't seem to catch her eye
Sittin' with three other dudes, it's the same everytime
What you get coming to school where the populate's
80 percent male, you go and you get your mail
Cause right outside, she was eating her fries
And you wished you had the game to get to sit by her side

Bridge

Chorus

Bridge
Jack and Jill went up the hill
To fetch a pail of water!
Jack fell down and broke his crown
And Jill came tumbling down... (...Haha that is sooo me.)
Jill came tumbling down...
Jill came tumbling down...
Jill came tumbling down...
Jill came tumbling down...
Jill came tumbling down...


Verse 3
Fuck the clique that you wit
Cause we be the shit
Fuck the clique that you wit
Cause we be legit
We've got D, then N and of course G
We've got J and then, we've got me
On Friday nights, we meet just to pass the time
Roaming the school as if, we commit crimes
But all we do is laugh and talk about girls
Sprinklers go up in twirls
Of water shining like pearls
In the moonlight of a world that just unfurled
It's times like these, I wish, that I could freeze
Cause it's too much fun, X 2
I know it won't last long
Cause it's 2 in the morn'
I know it won't last long
Eyes low, kinda tight
Every light's too bright
The Devil knocks at my blinds
But I'm not inside
Peace out fellas, I stumble across the bridge
Mumble, slurring-slurring my-my speech
Seaspray...Seaspray...kiss don't diss X 2
Kiss me a bit...don't play hard to git
Kiss me a bit
Track Name: Blue Dew
Verse

Tonight, I just wanna rap
Without having to think of someone callin' my shit wack
Or that I ripped the track, bringing hiphop back
Let's forget all that; I just wanna wax
Poetic, relax, kick my feet up, let HelioS slack
Sun god's been on guard since the intro track
Lately, I've been feeling real slow
Like I walk around faded, smoking an O
But on the d-lo, I've never smoked weed
I really can't relate to how you're puffing them trees
But could make you feel how you feel when the smoke gets in your lungs
Hold your breath a sec longer then you taste your tongue
Feels dry, doesn't it? Such is my gift
Take something you'd never feel, make it seem real
I wish you would sift where the sand meets the sea
Where the waves crash and the water sprays your feet
Dig a li'l deep and you'll find a shell
You'll find me there, between Heaven and Hell
The artist no one knows is always the greatest to be
While that guy on the radio's always a sucka MC
The Hipster Creed: I'll make it work for me
I'll make them chant my name, I'll make them spit my shit
I'll make them swag me out, they'll let me fuck their bitch
And at the height of my fame, I'll watch them curse my shit
My desensitized music "I'm just another Moolie"
Making it rain on them hoes; they'll be clappin for the new kid
As he smokes a doobie-oh! back to weed again...
No, forget I said that, let's freeze the frame:
See that on the left? That's me on my cell
The girl to the right? I need to ask her for help
Well not really, I just want to ask her her name
In the cutest way possible but that's her friend on her tail
7th time today, clinginess far from okay
So it's another missed chance, another missed play

Chorus

Do you feel me?
As the water rushes in your lungs
And you struggle to breathe
Do you feel me?
The needle pierces your vein X 2
The drug dulls the pain
Do you feel me?
As you caress her hair
With the scent of pears...
Do you feel me?
Do you feel me?
Do you feel me?

As you leave this track and move onto the next
Did you feel me? (Blue Dew shit)
Did you feel me? (Blue-Blue-Blue Dew shit)
Did you feel me? (Blue-Blue-Blue Dew shit)


SpokenWord
Track Name: He Likes Her!!!
N: ...So what about ******?

H: What about ******?

N: Do you like her?

H: Oh my God...

N: Look at that...look at that face! Twinky-Twinky! Haha OMG LOOK AT THAT FACE! *screams*

H: *imitated Darth Vader breathing*

N: Woah, he's really in love with the girl
Track Name: The Comet
Intro

*Sigh*
I watch you flash before my eyes
Hair, blackest of black and your eyes
Are blue and gray, beautiful in their bloom
And I pray, that when you melt the room
I'll stand in your way, but these feelings are silly
J told me you had a boyfriend in Philly
I mean, damn really? Cause I'd bet half a milli
That he can't do it like me and that's on the dilly
I mean that in both ways...
I forgot about you on most days...
But now...

Bridge

SeaSpray is no more
And you...are having problems...
With that boy from back home...so...
Would you like to play my not-so wicked game?

*Are you ready?* X 4

Verse 1

It's like you glow even brighter when you pass by me
Texting you back, I'm trying to move gradually
With SeaSpray, I made mistakes; I was new to the game
She was frigid anyway but now you're in my lane
And I'm creeping closer...
Getting a little bolder...
Almost at your shoulder, but then I get colder...
Cause I have my doubts and it's not about your boy-friend
It's about your boyfriend, the one who's not here
I spoke on this once in a song I wrote
Just this once, it was called and this was my role:
I'm the bad guy that fucks the girl of his guy
Spends the whole song living a lie
It's funny, cause there's this line
From that song and it kinda rhymes:
"The real deal is, until you face that case
You never really know what choices you'll make"
Well I guess now I do, cause I'm in this race
Going for broke, telling myself that I'm playing it safe
My friends ask me "What if you were the one?
Dude, put yourself in his shoes!"
And I ask them 'When comets meet the Sun; what happens?
And do they even choose?'
...Ponder that...AND

Chorus

What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? X 2
You're a pretender
What if I say I will never surrender?

*Phone rings*

H: Hello?...Who is this? Hello?

*a girl's giggle on the other end*

H: ****** is that you?

?: Sorry

H: Don't hang up, don't hang up!

Verse 2

My heart thumps today and it's not been the best of days
Your voice made me wake and it did in the worst way
And these physics grades will not just go away
A darker gray to this bland, colorless day
But my mind tells me, HelioS, Winter Break
Is almost here, a move you just have to make
So I text you, "Why don't you work out with me?
I'll get you ripped and strong, even a college degree!"
Smiley faces for the cuteness, phrase it right for extra smoothness
And you said yes! so maybe I'm not that clueless
But it's gym-time and you're not picking your calls
Maybe you're already there so I pick up my balls
And head these, 2 hours fly like this
No sight of you so now I'm pissed
So at 6:30, I left the gym
And spotted you holding hands with him...
Your "boy-friend"...

Chorus X 2

Boyfriend...boy-friend...boyfriend...

Chorus continues, heavily slowed down and slurred

Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
Keep you in the dark
And so it all began
Track Name: Shards.
Verse

Shocked, my mouth feels so dry
It's evening, it's dark but I can see your lie
I asked you: is he your boyfriend?
And you said no...you said no...
But...it's your hand he holds
Cold, the pain sears my bones
But I can't feel it yet, I wish my eyes were wet
I wish I'd say something, I'm still trying to guess
What should I do? Should I catch up to you?
No...I take a different route
You don't see me, neither does he
(music blares through my speakers but all I hear is the beat)
Of my heart, military drums
Marching through the storm but I don't want to go on
I...no why?!
I asked you, is he your boyfriend?
And you said no, you said no
And now it's his hand you hold
I...I'm starting to feel cold
Walking to the bridge, feelin' so old
But my eyes shed no tears...no, my eyes shed no tears
I will never cry for a girl no matter how dear
But there are tears on my heart
And I fear, they will forever smart
Because you see, with every girl I dig
Of my bleeding heart, I leave a piece...
So when they pass...
Psychededlic steez, I'll hear it beat out loud
Most of them are dead now; they shriveled up
The love fizzled out: I've given up
But as I walk across this bridge
I know, in me deep
I'll get off the floor, brush these shards off
And tell myself, there's gotta be more
There's gotta be more, I can't run out now: there's gotta be more...

Spoken Reasons:

...And then you have the turtle ass man
And we ALL know the turtle end up winning the race
He'll actually sit around for weeks, months and years
When he knows he has no chance with you!
And creeps the hell in whenever he sees an opportunity
Key word: OPPORTUNITY
So when your boyfriend fuck up!
Cause he will fuck up!
OPPORTUNITY is near for me!
Track Name: Ol' Johnson
*Gunshot*

Chorus

"The problem is all inside your head, she said to me X 2
"The answer is easy if you take it logically."

Verse 1

They say Ol' Johnson was trying to escape
He threw off his rifle and ran to the gate
Said he was tired of living in this place
One more "Fire!" and he'd shoot himself in the face
Ironically enough, that's where they got him when they shot him
Right in the face, his screams turned to coughings
Throat hurting, he needs a super Lozenge
And a visit, as it is, I'm his cousin
At the hospital, no queues by his door
I rarely spoke to Johnson: he was always a bore
Never wanted to talk about his rifle or drills
At his bedside, I ask him how he feels
He blinks, his face bursting at the seams
Turns away when I tell him what I think
The words of the Green White Green
The motherland: This is what she sings

Chorus X 2

Bridge

As my feet hits the ground (Left! Left! Right! Attention!)
Rifle in my hand, my heart starts to pound, uh!
Sweat trickles down my brow
Drums go tic tic tic tic pow!
We move as one, a well-polished gun
More machine than us, it's so much fun
But on some days when the sun is gone
I can't help but wish that we were done

Verse 2

Because...as we drill
Others start to lose the drive
Tired of moving to another man's will
Tired because they've got a mind
"I want what is mine, not ours or thine."
So they cower at the back of the lines
Doing what they're not supposed to do
Rebels without a clue
But then she finds out and she comes for their heads
The toy queen of the Green White Green
Angry, she spits, tears off their legs
And all they do is scream, their tears are streams
But we know it gets worse
When the moms sees the hearse
So we turn away and they tell us what to think
The words of the Green White Green
The motherland: this is what we sing

Chorus X 2

Verse 3

Ol' Johnson...he died today
His heart gave out as his mom knelt to pray
Living and breathing...now a lump of clay
We're born alone, we die alone: it's the world's way
Just me and his family at the eulogy
Reminiscing on life and when it used to be
Simple, we wore the dreams of our parents
Flashing on our backs like it was the latest
Fashions but its a funny thing about passion
The older you get, the drier that well
It's like I woke up from an ingrained spell
I want different things, not the same old beans
My hands don't fit this rifle
I want a trumpet; I want to sing
Signed The Toysoldier Who Won't March To The Beat
Of His Own Molder: the Green White Green

Chorus

"The problem is all inside your head, she said to me
"The answer is easy if you take it logically."

"I'd like to help you in your struggle to be free X 2
There must be fifty ways to leave your lover."
Track Name: Black Out
Intro

Stomp the grass as I weave my tales
Wondering if I'd passed or if I'd failed
It was 2 days to the Winter Break
And I'd be damned if there wasn't a memory to make!

Verse 1

So I called up my homies: "Let's play a li'l game
It'll never be the same if we make a name
For ourselves this night, let's start a fight!
Start up a riot, stake our claim tonight!"

Bridge

And even though she's on my mind, I push her away X 2
Cause I know what I'll find, in that place
I'm blacking out!

Chorus

Verse 2

Twilight, the streetlights shine like the stars
Twinkling in my eyes, I wonder if we can see Mars!
From up this high on the construction site
Sand dunes like 'scrapers: it's a ridiculous height!
Gather the sticks, I'll bring the fire
Spark up your lighters and watch our smoke spire
Spiral from the sandpits to the heavens above!
Love...such a surrealistic thought

Bridge

Chorus

"Wow, this place is crazy. Wait-wait-wait take a picture, take a picture. Wow
What the hell... Holy shi-Peter!"

Verse 3

See! It had happened like this...
Peter, he had decided to dip
To jump right off, off that cliff
To see if he'd still exist
But see! It had looked like this
Peter was pushing a D
So he jumped right off, off the cliff
So he wouldn't exist
Peter "Piper" and this is how we proceed:

Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! (Pussy)
Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! (Bridge weaving in and out)

I'm BLACKING OUT! X 4
Track Name: 2:57 AM...
* Door opening aAnnotatend closing*
Jesus, there's sand everywhere. Wow...okay I've officially ruined these shoes
*sigh*
*sits on chair*
Track Name: 3ID
Chorus 1

God is great and God is good
But God didn't help me when he could
And love dances so slowly... bye

Verse 1

I haven't written in awhile as I look through my loose leaf
Even Bruce Lee couldn't kick it like me on these looped beats
I should spit but I'm afraid my mood's beat
If I write a song now, it might be too weak
Yeah that's me, dedicated to my craft, it's all I have
All I've had, always my future, never ever my past
But sometimes I wish...there was something else
Someone to fill the void in this shell
Staring at this screen as I type these lyrics
Hoping that you'll like it, when you get to read it
I've got one shot, one chance to get you to feel me
One cut, and I'm damned if you don't dig it

Bridge

Nights like these, my mind starts to twist
Thoughts start to drift, darkness starts to breathe
2:58 in Daytona, 2 minutes to 3
Never looked so closer, should probably go to sleep

But I don't, because the lady keeps on prancing
Twirling and twisting, I think she calls it dancing
My mom says it's impolite to stare
But if she knew what I was doing, she wouldn't care
She opens her blouse, grabs my head
Round and round, I'm spun in her web
An imaginary kiss, to the lips
Hands down my pants; a terrible kiss

Chorus 1

Bridge

I...I can't feel anything
My arms are numb and I'm hoping you noticed
The line I left off...

Verse 2

I'm freaking out and it's 2:59
Heart beatin' faster, maybe this is all a sign
From God, why didn't she like me, was she too fine?
Was I too nice? I knew I should have smiled
More...since the Fall, I tripped and lost touch
With my friends and my sister I haven't called
In a month, stuck in that lonely house
While I stay cut by these broken doubts
From these blogs that wouldn't write me
To these girls who didn't like me
To these bad grades that are less than satisfactory
It seems that I only fall for the girls
With scabby holes for hearts
I guess I'm not that smart
My eyes strain, staring at my computer
I take the bait, wondering if it thinks I'm a loser
It's dark and it's late, yet all I do is use her
To keep the demons away, ironically, they come through her

Bridge

Nights like these, my mind starts to twist
Thoughts start to drift, darkness starts to creep
2:59 in Daytona, 1 minutes to 3
Never looked so closer, but I can't go to sleep

Because all I can think about is my sister
And how life used to be
When we were littler
We were free
We just didn't know it then
Too busy with school, too busy with pens
I wanted to be an engineer, now I don't
I'd rather obsess over the lines I wrote
The lines I write, the rhymes I spoke
The lines they'll hear, they'll crown me GOAT
Music and words, my ones and only
And now it's time that I told that story:
At 3AM, the lady continues to dance
Prancing and twisting, she calls it a living
And I agree, she has a responsibility
A couple of kids and a man who's on disability
So what choice does she have but to keep making a living
And with my regards, she'll keep on spinning

Chorus 2

This is just a courtesy call
This is just a matter of policy X 3
This is just an act of kindness
To let you know that your time is up

Yeah mom, I'm fine. Yeah...just tired. Yeah, I printed the ticket. The next time we talk, I'll be in Jersey. For the Winter...


*Plane taking off*
Track Name: Fallen Angel (Outro)
I write this poetry to ease my pain...
This feeling that grows and strains
That these women I yearn for
That I care for
Are all the same
Different names no doubt
With different tales I shall hold out
But at the very center of their beings
They might as well be siblings
Pretty they are, french lips, exotic eyes
Exotic smiles! Fallen Angels from the skies
In disguise, so still 'fallen', otherwise
My poem would not be so named
Nor my pain so woefully gained
Nor my mind so drenched in taint
Of the darkest hues, of the blackest paint
Guard your hearts closely, my brothers
Close but prithee not too close
For there are women who will care for the stain in your clothes
Women who yearn to be the star of your prose
These are what to look for
But I continuously shirk that quest
In pursuit of what I look for
Retaking life's test