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sEMESTER UnO: Shards.

by HelioS

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Intro Still drowsy, I give her back my cup Ice cubes... the size of my lump Feel my heart thump, watch that ass walk Mum interrupts, she wants to talk "Pray we land safe plus W**** needs to wake." Shut my eyes tight, Pilot speaks the date- I mean the weather, 'Lord let my life be better Keep me safe, as I escape my house's fetters Jesus please, let us land in one piece And I beg and I plead, I see no tears from my sis X 3 Amen Intercom: Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome to Daytona Beach where... Chorus It's a new dawn It's a new day It's a new life... For me...and I'm Feelin' Good Verse 1 It's humid here, so when I take a breath I feel unsatisfied as I take a step Outside the airport, sea breeze flows from the west Palm trees by Hellstrom, swinging like they be possessed Hotel bus parked, Driver doesn't look sharp... Sniffing the nicotine, we get inside the car He smiles with smoke-stained teeth; 'So where y'all from?' 'Oh, NEW JERSEY! That's where I lived with my son!' 'Welcome to Daytona, I hope you like your school 'Don't study too hard, remember there's an outdoor pool! (haha)' So as we leave his cab, we tip him six more bucks He turns around and wishes me the best of luck Luck? Who needs luck when you've got everything going for you just like I do?! Chorus Verse 2 In a shirt too big, I rushed out the door Rubbing my cheeks, Ma said I should have shaved before But no dice unlike this cold slice, I'm not leaving raw Shaken to the core, last thing I need is a face feeling sore 9:30 on Orientation Day and I'm already late Get to the ground floor, can't find my taxi; this is so great Freakin' spectacular, I find the driver with a plate Sneakin in the hotel food, chowing down while I wait These Daytona Taxi Drivers are like Godiva chocolate wrappers Glossy ass surface but really just a bunch of crappers UNH! Bridge Now please, take me to the IC Where I sure do hope the other kids like me It's quite likely but let it be not for my white teeth Ghost busters shirt, cool hair or my nice sneaks Let them like me for me! Oh yes, everyone's so friendly and free! I am where I am, where I want to be! The Sun in the East, the West is the Sea Might not enjoy this heat but rest assured, I'll live with it! Chorus 2 And this old world is a new world And a bold world For me Aw yeah Aw yeah OH YEAH! FOR ME!!! Verse 3 Wood with three 2s, a room never looked so lonely... With a window overlooking the school, yet it all seems so phony... Bravery fakin', she tells me she'll make it Back to Jersey, without letting naked Drops of Protein fall from her face: TEARS, she's fifteen, I hope she'll behave... I hope I'LL behave Hope I won't misplace The trust of my parents in this quest to be the greatest Music and Words, my ones and only... But now is not the time to tell that story... SO! Bridge Ending Chorus Stars when you shine! You know how I feel! Scent of the pine! You know how I feel! Ohh FREEDOM IS MINE! And I know how I feel... It's a new dawn... It's a new day... It's a new life... It's a new dawn... It's a new day... It's a new life... It's a new DAWN! It's a new DAY! It's a new LIFE! It's a new LIFE! For MEEEE! And I'm FEELING good... I'm feeling good I feel so good I feel so good...
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SeaSpray 03:57
"I'm Scott Pelle with an update on Hurricane Irene, as it closes-" Verse 1 I always really liked the real exotic girls Honeys with the perfect eyes, a perfect disguise The type of girl who could fuck a real nigga up With promises of a better world but never replies Lately it's like I fall in love with that lampooned lie Swear she's the truth, like apple pie Swear in her shoes, I'd walk a mile Reach for the skies, I really dig her smile Tryin' not to be as pessimistic as before But as these waves crash and fall, I'm yet to be proven wrong I sit here on a beach chair and spit this song As around people still hear and listen to my thoughts Always hot in Daytona but today we're at the beach Rockin' short sleeves as we feel the breeze A lovely release, staring at the sea Oh, how surreal life can be With my hat tilted to the side, I squint with one of my eyes X 4 Not Piggy, I'm more Ralph: fuck the Lord of the Flies Bridge The beach is a place To relax and drift away The beach...seaspray... They are beautiful things Sometimes, I sing and hum at the beauty Of the waves...seaspray...it's a beautiful place The beach is a place to relax and drift away The sea, SEASPRAY They are beau-ti-ful things Verse 2 'Sup baby girl I was wondering if you'd kick it with a dude like me? We'd be a match made in heaven cause you're too unique I'm a writer, I even rap, I could spit you a hot bar Cause even if I was a constellation; you would be my star I hope you get more than the gist of what I mean I never seem to fall for the girls who like to read But maybe you're different, maybe you're the one- But forget all that, let's have some fun Let our toes curl up in the sand, let's play in the sun... X 4 I just want you to look back without a hint of remorse Yeah I'm gonna talk to her now...I mean...what's the worst that could happen?
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God of Rap 04:04
"All you care about is money. This town deserves a better class of criminal...and I'm going to give it to 'em." Verse 1 Okay now, watch HelioS go The god could save Ramadan without killing the goat For the sons of guns who would steal the flow He leaves them on the rag bleeding semen in bowls So they’ll be male bitches who be on their flow Obtaining sex switches to be sack-less hoes Guitar kicks in as they slurp on their drinks Till Sol InvictuS comes through, stomping on minks And as they lay there whimpering, their ears start to bleed Cause the animals stuck to their skin, they started to weep Good riddance to bad seeds, their death was divined Through their laggy ass lines, hacky sacky rhymes Ran them rhymes ragged, muscling on my glow Now they try to jog their memory cause I'm running the show Hol' up, this ain't over: I've still got more to go! Now if Life's a bitch, she must feel real amused By these losers who claim to abuse her thinking the line is cool Now, HelioS will rip shit to remind you tools That giving into cliches is everything but cool Chorus [I see!] Pussies [I see!] Pussies [I see!] Pussies Verse 2 It took me all day to find this inspiration To turn niggas inside out and call it innovation And with that being said, keep that J. Cole in your head While I load up the lead, cock it to explode on these dregs With more originality out my ass, I'll make these present rappers past Dismember half and leave the rest in casts... And for the rest of those fucktards This relaxing flow will buck hard Better duck fast as my rhymes prepare to leave you in the junkyard Better haul ass as I rip this beat Disgracing dicks from my silky sheets From lean rappers who can't stay on beat To weed rappers who aren't worth my spit Faded ass naggers, I'll watch you wear your ass out 'Fore I come through with the chariot to MOW YOUR ASS DOWN Chorus Verse 3 Call me Phoebus; I shine! Watch my light blind your eyes Exposing your disguise, watch me stop your rise It's a new age, a new day... The Reign of the Sun! They thought I was joking when I said M.L.T was reborn Oh, and for those eighties babies who say they be bored of rap Tell them to re-introduce themselves, cause the god is back! Chorus "EVERYTHING BURNS! It's not about money...it's about sending a message."
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Verse 1 You wiped the spit, with your hands off your face As you shake cause the clock reads ten minutes late On your first test, physics nonetheless Dragging your brush through your teeth, staring at those stress- Filled eyelids, check out that mileage You studied till 3 in the morning for that high grade As for that bloody iris, your shades should keep it quiet No time for shower hour partner, you better bike it! But you don't have a bike, you never thought you would Be so far from school you'd ever need that tool So now you're running, slower than you should Or could, phone buzzing, Mama knows it too Bridge And they keep asking me where my head really is 'What's the problem? Is it common? Take a sip of this' Blah blah blah bleez bleez, just like a pack of bees Swear to God, when y'all talk, you sound just like this: Chorus (lalalalalalala) WHERE YO HEAD AT?! WHERE YO- WHERE YO HEAD AT?!!! Verse 2 Took the test, after class instead E took a look at you, decided it was for the best Thinkin' you did well, or at least average! Homework grades is As but a fail could turn it to garbage But you shrug it off, fuck the course, the sun's in the sky Birds sing, trees swing, Seaspray's here; just say hi But you don't cause you can't seem to catch her eye Sittin' with three other dudes, it's the same everytime What you get coming to school where the populate's 80 percent male, you go and you get your mail Cause right outside, she was eating her fries And you wished you had the game to get to sit by her side Bridge Chorus Bridge Jack and Jill went up the hill To fetch a pail of water! Jack fell down and broke his crown And Jill came tumbling down... (...Haha that is sooo me.) Jill came tumbling down... Jill came tumbling down... Jill came tumbling down... Jill came tumbling down... Jill came tumbling down... Verse 3 Fuck the clique that you wit Cause we be the shit Fuck the clique that you wit Cause we be legit We've got D, then N and of course G We've got J and then, we've got me On Friday nights, we meet just to pass the time Roaming the school as if, we commit crimes But all we do is laugh and talk about girls Sprinklers go up in twirls Of water shining like pearls In the moonlight of a world that just unfurled It's times like these, I wish, that I could freeze Cause it's too much fun, X 2 I know it won't last long Cause it's 2 in the morn' I know it won't last long Eyes low, kinda tight Every light's too bright The Devil knocks at my blinds But I'm not inside Peace out fellas, I stumble across the bridge Mumble, slurring-slurring my-my speech Seaspray...Seaspray...kiss don't diss X 2 Kiss me a bit...don't play hard to git Kiss me a bit
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Blue Dew 04:56
Verse Tonight, I just wanna rap Without having to think of someone callin' my shit wack Or that I ripped the track, bringing hiphop back Let's forget all that; I just wanna wax Poetic, relax, kick my feet up, let HelioS slack Sun god's been on guard since the intro track Lately, I've been feeling real slow Like I walk around faded, smoking an O But on the d-lo, I've never smoked weed I really can't relate to how you're puffing them trees But could make you feel how you feel when the smoke gets in your lungs Hold your breath a sec longer then you taste your tongue Feels dry, doesn't it? Such is my gift Take something you'd never feel, make it seem real I wish you would sift where the sand meets the sea Where the waves crash and the water sprays your feet Dig a li'l deep and you'll find a shell You'll find me there, between Heaven and Hell The artist no one knows is always the greatest to be While that guy on the radio's always a sucka MC The Hipster Creed: I'll make it work for me I'll make them chant my name, I'll make them spit my shit I'll make them swag me out, they'll let me fuck their bitch And at the height of my fame, I'll watch them curse my shit My desensitized music "I'm just another Moolie" Making it rain on them hoes; they'll be clappin for the new kid As he smokes a doobie-oh! back to weed again... No, forget I said that, let's freeze the frame: See that on the left? That's me on my cell The girl to the right? I need to ask her for help Well not really, I just want to ask her her name In the cutest way possible but that's her friend on her tail 7th time today, clinginess far from okay So it's another missed chance, another missed play Chorus Do you feel me? As the water rushes in your lungs And you struggle to breathe Do you feel me? The needle pierces your vein X 2 The drug dulls the pain Do you feel me? As you caress her hair With the scent of pears... Do you feel me? Do you feel me? Do you feel me? As you leave this track and move onto the next Did you feel me? (Blue Dew shit) Did you feel me? (Blue-Blue-Blue Dew shit) Did you feel me? (Blue-Blue-Blue Dew shit) SpokenWord
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N: ...So what about ******? H: What about ******? N: Do you like her? H: Oh my God... N: Look at that...look at that face! Twinky-Twinky! Haha OMG LOOK AT THAT FACE! *screams* H: *imitated Darth Vader breathing* N: Woah, he's really in love with the girl
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The Comet 05:40
Intro *Sigh* I watch you flash before my eyes Hair, blackest of black and your eyes Are blue and gray, beautiful in their bloom And I pray, that when you melt the room I'll stand in your way, but these feelings are silly J told me you had a boyfriend in Philly I mean, damn really? Cause I'd bet half a milli That he can't do it like me and that's on the dilly I mean that in both ways... I forgot about you on most days... But now... Bridge SeaSpray is no more And you...are having problems... With that boy from back home...so... Would you like to play my not-so wicked game? *Are you ready?* X 4 Verse 1 It's like you glow even brighter when you pass by me Texting you back, I'm trying to move gradually With SeaSpray, I made mistakes; I was new to the game She was frigid anyway but now you're in my lane And I'm creeping closer... Getting a little bolder... Almost at your shoulder, but then I get colder... Cause I have my doubts and it's not about your boy-friend It's about your boyfriend, the one who's not here I spoke on this once in a song I wrote Just this once, it was called and this was my role: I'm the bad guy that fucks the girl of his guy Spends the whole song living a lie It's funny, cause there's this line From that song and it kinda rhymes: "The real deal is, until you face that case You never really know what choices you'll make" Well I guess now I do, cause I'm in this race Going for broke, telling myself that I'm playing it safe My friends ask me "What if you were the one? Dude, put yourself in his shoes!" And I ask them 'When comets meet the Sun; what happens? And do they even choose?' ...Ponder that...AND Chorus What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? X 2 You're a pretender What if I say I will never surrender? *Phone rings* H: Hello?...Who is this? Hello? *a girl's giggle on the other end* H: ****** is that you? ?: Sorry H: Don't hang up, don't hang up! Verse 2 My heart thumps today and it's not been the best of days Your voice made me wake and it did in the worst way And these physics grades will not just go away A darker gray to this bland, colorless day But my mind tells me, HelioS, Winter Break Is almost here, a move you just have to make So I text you, "Why don't you work out with me? I'll get you ripped and strong, even a college degree!" Smiley faces for the cuteness, phrase it right for extra smoothness And you said yes! so maybe I'm not that clueless But it's gym-time and you're not picking your calls Maybe you're already there so I pick up my balls And head these, 2 hours fly like this No sight of you so now I'm pissed So at 6:30, I left the gym And spotted you holding hands with him... Your "boy-friend"... Chorus X 2 Boyfriend...boy-friend...boyfriend... Chorus continues, heavily slowed down and slurred Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began
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Shards. 03:27
Verse Shocked, my mouth feels so dry It's evening, it's dark but I can see your lie I asked you: is he your boyfriend? And you said no...you said no... But...it's your hand he holds Cold, the pain sears my bones But I can't feel it yet, I wish my eyes were wet I wish I'd say something, I'm still trying to guess What should I do? Should I catch up to you? No...I take a different route You don't see me, neither does he (music blares through my speakers but all I hear is the beat) Of my heart, military drums Marching through the storm but I don't want to go on I...no why?! I asked you, is he your boyfriend? And you said no, you said no And now it's his hand you hold I...I'm starting to feel cold Walking to the bridge, feelin' so old But my eyes shed no tears...no, my eyes shed no tears I will never cry for a girl no matter how dear But there are tears on my heart And I fear, they will forever smart Because you see, with every girl I dig Of my bleeding heart, I leave a piece... So when they pass... Psychededlic steez, I'll hear it beat out loud Most of them are dead now; they shriveled up The love fizzled out: I've given up But as I walk across this bridge I know, in me deep I'll get off the floor, brush these shards off And tell myself, there's gotta be more There's gotta be more, I can't run out now: there's gotta be more... Spoken Reasons: ...And then you have the turtle ass man And we ALL know the turtle end up winning the race He'll actually sit around for weeks, months and years When he knows he has no chance with you! And creeps the hell in whenever he sees an opportunity Key word: OPPORTUNITY So when your boyfriend fuck up! Cause he will fuck up! OPPORTUNITY is near for me!
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Ol' Johnson 05:58
*Gunshot* Chorus "The problem is all inside your head, she said to me X 2 "The answer is easy if you take it logically." Verse 1 They say Ol' Johnson was trying to escape He threw off his rifle and ran to the gate Said he was tired of living in this place One more "Fire!" and he'd shoot himself in the face Ironically enough, that's where they got him when they shot him Right in the face, his screams turned to coughings Throat hurting, he needs a super Lozenge And a visit, as it is, I'm his cousin At the hospital, no queues by his door I rarely spoke to Johnson: he was always a bore Never wanted to talk about his rifle or drills At his bedside, I ask him how he feels He blinks, his face bursting at the seams Turns away when I tell him what I think The words of the Green White Green The motherland: This is what she sings Chorus X 2 Bridge As my feet hits the ground (Left! Left! Right! Attention!) Rifle in my hand, my heart starts to pound, uh! Sweat trickles down my brow Drums go tic tic tic tic pow! We move as one, a well-polished gun More machine than us, it's so much fun But on some days when the sun is gone I can't help but wish that we were done Verse 2 Because...as we drill Others start to lose the drive Tired of moving to another man's will Tired because they've got a mind "I want what is mine, not ours or thine." So they cower at the back of the lines Doing what they're not supposed to do Rebels without a clue But then she finds out and she comes for their heads The toy queen of the Green White Green Angry, she spits, tears off their legs And all they do is scream, their tears are streams But we know it gets worse When the moms sees the hearse So we turn away and they tell us what to think The words of the Green White Green The motherland: this is what we sing Chorus X 2 Verse 3 Ol' Johnson...he died today His heart gave out as his mom knelt to pray Living and breathing...now a lump of clay We're born alone, we die alone: it's the world's way Just me and his family at the eulogy Reminiscing on life and when it used to be Simple, we wore the dreams of our parents Flashing on our backs like it was the latest Fashions but its a funny thing about passion The older you get, the drier that well It's like I woke up from an ingrained spell I want different things, not the same old beans My hands don't fit this rifle I want a trumpet; I want to sing Signed The Toysoldier Who Won't March To The Beat Of His Own Molder: the Green White Green Chorus "The problem is all inside your head, she said to me "The answer is easy if you take it logically." "I'd like to help you in your struggle to be free X 2 There must be fifty ways to leave your lover."
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Black Out 05:09
Intro Stomp the grass as I weave my tales Wondering if I'd passed or if I'd failed It was 2 days to the Winter Break And I'd be damned if there wasn't a memory to make! Verse 1 So I called up my homies: "Let's play a li'l game It'll never be the same if we make a name For ourselves this night, let's start a fight! Start up a riot, stake our claim tonight!" Bridge And even though she's on my mind, I push her away X 2 Cause I know what I'll find, in that place I'm blacking out! Chorus Verse 2 Twilight, the streetlights shine like the stars Twinkling in my eyes, I wonder if we can see Mars! From up this high on the construction site Sand dunes like 'scrapers: it's a ridiculous height! Gather the sticks, I'll bring the fire Spark up your lighters and watch our smoke spire Spiral from the sandpits to the heavens above! Love...such a surrealistic thought Bridge Chorus "Wow, this place is crazy. Wait-wait-wait take a picture, take a picture. Wow What the hell... Holy shi-Peter!" Verse 3 See! It had happened like this... Peter, he had decided to dip To jump right off, off that cliff To see if he'd still exist But see! It had looked like this Peter was pushing a D So he jumped right off, off the cliff So he wouldn't exist Peter "Piper" and this is how we proceed: Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! (Pussy) Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump! (Bridge weaving in and out) I'm BLACKING OUT! X 4
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2:57 AM... 00:28
* Door opening aAnnotatend closing* Jesus, there's sand everywhere. Wow...okay I've officially ruined these shoes *sigh* *sits on chair*
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3ID 06:07
Chorus 1 God is great and God is good But God didn't help me when he could And love dances so slowly... bye Verse 1 I haven't written in awhile as I look through my loose leaf Even Bruce Lee couldn't kick it like me on these looped beats I should spit but I'm afraid my mood's beat If I write a song now, it might be too weak Yeah that's me, dedicated to my craft, it's all I have All I've had, always my future, never ever my past But sometimes I wish...there was something else Someone to fill the void in this shell Staring at this screen as I type these lyrics Hoping that you'll like it, when you get to read it I've got one shot, one chance to get you to feel me One cut, and I'm damned if you don't dig it Bridge Nights like these, my mind starts to twist Thoughts start to drift, darkness starts to breathe 2:58 in Daytona, 2 minutes to 3 Never looked so closer, should probably go to sleep But I don't, because the lady keeps on prancing Twirling and twisting, I think she calls it dancing My mom says it's impolite to stare But if she knew what I was doing, she wouldn't care She opens her blouse, grabs my head Round and round, I'm spun in her web An imaginary kiss, to the lips Hands down my pants; a terrible kiss Chorus 1 Bridge I...I can't feel anything My arms are numb and I'm hoping you noticed The line I left off... Verse 2 I'm freaking out and it's 2:59 Heart beatin' faster, maybe this is all a sign From God, why didn't she like me, was she too fine? Was I too nice? I knew I should have smiled More...since the Fall, I tripped and lost touch With my friends and my sister I haven't called In a month, stuck in that lonely house While I stay cut by these broken doubts From these blogs that wouldn't write me To these girls who didn't like me To these bad grades that are less than satisfactory It seems that I only fall for the girls With scabby holes for hearts I guess I'm not that smart My eyes strain, staring at my computer I take the bait, wondering if it thinks I'm a loser It's dark and it's late, yet all I do is use her To keep the demons away, ironically, they come through her Bridge Nights like these, my mind starts to twist Thoughts start to drift, darkness starts to creep 2:59 in Daytona, 1 minutes to 3 Never looked so closer, but I can't go to sleep Because all I can think about is my sister And how life used to be When we were littler We were free We just didn't know it then Too busy with school, too busy with pens I wanted to be an engineer, now I don't I'd rather obsess over the lines I wrote The lines I write, the rhymes I spoke The lines they'll hear, they'll crown me GOAT Music and words, my ones and only And now it's time that I told that story: At 3AM, the lady continues to dance Prancing and twisting, she calls it a living And I agree, she has a responsibility A couple of kids and a man who's on disability So what choice does she have but to keep making a living And with my regards, she'll keep on spinning Chorus 2 This is just a courtesy call This is just a matter of policy X 3 This is just an act of kindness To let you know that your time is up Yeah mom, I'm fine. Yeah...just tired. Yeah, I printed the ticket. The next time we talk, I'll be in Jersey. For the Winter... *Plane taking off*
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I write this poetry to ease my pain... This feeling that grows and strains That these women I yearn for That I care for Are all the same Different names no doubt With different tales I shall hold out But at the very center of their beings They might as well be siblings Pretty they are, french lips, exotic eyes Exotic smiles! Fallen Angels from the skies In disguise, so still 'fallen', otherwise My poem would not be so named Nor my pain so woefully gained Nor my mind so drenched in taint Of the darkest hues, of the blackest paint Guard your hearts closely, my brothers Close but prithee not too close For there are women who will care for the stain in your clothes Women who yearn to be the star of your prose These are what to look for But I continuously shirk that quest In pursuit of what I look for Retaking life's test

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